"Unshrank" my fav dress!

My favorite dress from Forever21 shrank in the dryer last summer after wearing it once *cries* I was very heartbroken since I never wore it ever again (unless I wear leggings underneath sighh but it just wasn't the same)

So I looked up on Youtube on how to fix shrunk clothing and I did the thing!

With warm water and shampoo, I was able to stretch my dress out by at least three inches! #thanksyoutube

Before my dress shrunk so much, I could see my butt cheeks under it lol! And now it is halfway above my knees, the perfect length c:

I also never realized how much my booty grew because last summer, I could not see it at all lmao, I almost have my dream body ^_^ I'm wearing boy shorts underneath the dress. 

Here is the tutorial I used:

Dressing like it's the 90's

~Outfit of the Day~

It's finally warm enough to wear my favorite jacket! I'm so tired of wearing my winter coat -_-

The hoodie is actually attached to the jacket so it's like I'm layering it on lolol

Jacket from Forever21

Shirt from Forever21 

Pants from Mandee's

A week later I wore a really similar outfit but different pair of joggers and a different shirt. They're the same color though: the shirt was also striped and pink and the joggers were also blue. I wonder if people thought I repeated my outfit ;3;

Sweatpants kind of day~

~Outfit of the Day~

The whole outfit is from Forever21 lol; I love how the stripes match my sweats c:

I haven't worked out all summer, I need to head back to the gym again...

2 hot 4 dis weather

I haven't been updating this blog lately because I'm lazy. I have a few entries to publish though! I'll try to update everyday from now on.

~Outfit of the Day~

Not used to wearing so little clothing after like six to seven months of cold weather but today was 90 degrees and I'm sweatin'

• Tank from Aeropostale
• Bandeau from Pink
• Necklace from Afua Handmade
• I found these shorts in my room c:

It's 64 degrees outside right now:

Gorgeous and hot just like me lol just kidding!

Outfit of the Day:

Shirt from Forever21 (I love cut-out shoulder tops!)

Jeggings from American Eagle

Belt from Charlotte Rouse

I am sore as fuck today; I could barely walk :c

Yesterday, I was at the gym to work out legs for almost three hours which was a bit longer than I usually spend there. I did the same routine as usual except I also did standing calf-raises. 

I can finally do 110 lbs for seated calf-raises! Last week, I could only do up to 90 lbs :b

Also today, someone stole my sneakers. I opened my locker and there was only one shoe left. Sick prank bruh 

Outfit of the day:

baggy cardigan + crop top + boyfriend jeans

I rolled up the cuffs of my jeans so my legs don't look short from my baggy jeans.

I am growing increasingly tired as weeks go by. I'm really not a morning person and I can wake up at 5:30am every morning for only so long.

Loving Tears for Fears; their songs takes away my stress

Outfit of the Day

Cotton shirt from pacsun, super comfortable! ♥

I like to wear bootcut jeans and folding the cuffs. It makes my legs look longer ;3;

Super cold today but I wore flats anyway. I'm really tired lately; idk why I sleep so late when I barely have any schoolwork to do :c

help

✌sail-fieee ✌

Outfit of the Day

Cardigan from Forever21
Belt from Charlotte Rousse
Jeggings from Mandees
I forgot where I got the shirt

Class goes by quickly this semester. I really like my schedule and classes are bearable. I get out early too! I chilled with Colin after school and I dropped him off to class to his college afterwards. 

Since no one checked for IDs, I went to the campus with him and walked him to his class. The inside of the building looked just like high school's. The halls were similar but the classrooms were a lot smaller with better and cleaner desks :O

sore for days

Outfit of the Day~

Sweater and pants from Gap. Belt from Charlotte Russe. These pants used to be mad loose on me and now they're tight af!

Biceps, abs, and lower half are still sore. The Bally's manager called me to take the Best Start workout program (which is basically a workout with the gym staff to see if I'm going at the right path). I don't want to do it; I tried declining but he kept persuading me. In the end, he signed me up for tomorrow sighh :( 

Tomorrow is chest day thoughh and I might be still sore the next day...

2 cool 4 school 2 lame 4 fame

Not feeling school anymore; I wake up every morning deciding whether to cut my first period class (in which I should have today because my teacher was absent =A=;;) and regretting ever sleeping so late

❀ ✿ bathroom selfie ❁ ✾

I don't bother applying eye makeup on except for eyeshadow. My friend said I looked tired w/o my eyeliner (imo it's an indirect way of saying that i look like shit lmao). I thought I looked fairly decent today actually...

Outfit of the Day

• Cut-off shoulder top from Forever21 ♥
• Jeans from Gap

Anyway, the fall semester is almost over. I can't wait for Martin Luther King Day (no school!), Chinese New Year and regents week!

I'm still trying to figure this life thing out. I don't know what to do with my future nor do I know what's going on in my life atm. I feel like I'm confused about something that doesn't even exist. In fact, I don't even know what I'm confused about!

I've been feeling like this for awhile now. My mind is so clouded with negative thoughts. I wish I were a good and positive person but it's not that easy to become one (well I tried and I am currently as negative as ever lml). I have no idea what this year holds for me. 

cold af

Back to school after the snow day on Friday. I don't even feel like going to school anymore. It's terribly difficult to wake up at 5:30am every morning :c

Outfit of the Day

♣ Sweater from H&M

♣ Peplum bandage dress from Forever21

♣ Bookbag from American Rag

I paired up the outfit with black ankle boots that have a three-inch heel. Wearing dark colored shoes with dark colored bottoms make your legs look longer =w=

Blue jeans

Got my first pair of jeans since 8th grade lol!

I am tired of leggings and tights since it was all I ever wear. I only had a pair of jeans that I wore only three times lml

I found out grew a few pant sizes! Back then, I was a size 12 in kids (I was around 90lbs lol) and now I am a size 4M-5M (whatever that means I don't get pant sizes)! Well, that was a four year gap but I'm satisfied; I got the jeans a size bigger in case it shrinks.

I also found this extremely cute sweater that had bunnies on it. It was so warm and and soft as well ;3; ♥

The weather was warm too so it was the perfect day to wear this outfit. So happy~

Tired as fuck~

I filtered this picture horribly lol~ Anyway, I'm wearing a striped shoulder cut-off shirt from Forever21 underneath my boyfriend blazer which is from Uniqlo. I wore a lot of rings and threw on a scarf as my accessories~

Today was really boring and this week is so long. I have to go to some stupid college fair later. It's stupid because I'm not even going to pay attention there anyway and I'm not interested into any SUNY's.

I want to wash my makeup off and take a nap BUT NOOO I can't I gotta go to fucking Manhattan to attend the fair. I hate applying for colleges; so fucking complicated and dumb. Fuck you College Board and every one who organized and planned the application process.

I'm grumpy because I'm tired as fuck. I wake up 5:30am everyday and I come home wanting to rest. I have so much shit to do right now as well.

Fucking college fairs, my parents just go so they can be "good parents". If they don't my aunts will scold them for not caring.

/rant over tired as fuck want to pass out bye. 

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Just got back home

So fucking exhausted. The fair was a waste of time. I don't even have time to nap because I have so much shit to do and study for.

Beauty is pain; fashion before weather!

I wore the sweater from Pinegrove Ranch today. I matched it with black opaque tights and my black oxford heels. My feet are hurting a lot now ;3;

First period: I arrived to class at 7:10am to see a substitute teacher. I chatted with my friends during the period so it wasn't that bad. Whenever I arrive to class on time, the teacher is absent. When I am late, the teacher is here -_-

Second period: Group work. I h9 group work but my group talked about Lana del Rey so it wasn't that bad.

Third period: I learned about fingerprints in Forensics. I love that class *3*

Lunch: Boring as usual~ Just sat in the library with my budsz.

Fifth period: English class is probably the most tedious class ever. Macbeth is an interesting book but my teacher makes it seem so boring. Sighh I have so much homework in that class...

Sixth period: Government teacher was absent.

Seventh period: Ran 20 laps in gym for the pacer. Fucking exhausted lol!

After that I went to Colin's place to watch SnK. New episodes come out on Saturdays but I tell him to wait so we can watch it together :b 

We ordered pizza and cheesy bread via online order/ delivery and we ate while we watched the episode. OMGG IT'S SO INTENSE! I still love Annie though; she's a sick character ;3; ♥

We took a nap afterwards. Colin snores so loud and he's such a deep sleeper lol! I woke up a few minutes before him and he didn't even wake up when I was brushing my hand through his hair. After awhile I got bored so I blew on his face to wake him up :b

My feet started to hurt when I got home. I tried extremely hard not to limp; it's doesn't look cute when girls limp in heels. I managed to make it home and now my feet hurts like shit.

Beauty is pain, beauty is pain....

Date with mah mann

Today, Colin and I went to see Prisoner. It was such a freaky movie!

Originally my outfit of the day but I thought it was too formal to see a movie. I changed into a pair of jeans and flats afterwards.

Colin was going to be late (as usual lol jk :b) so we missed the movie at 3:50pm which was the one we were planning to watch. He took the bus to meet me and we decided to go to Kings Plaza mall and catch the movie at 6:05pm. Turns out he was late because he went to get a haircut lool

Anyway, we shopped around a bit and then we went to the theaters. The movie was a thriller and omg it was so suspenseful and some parts were so disturbing! Nonetheless, it was a great movie c:

It was around 9pm when we left the theaters. The movie was so long! It was rather late to eat at a restaurant (we were planning TGI Friday's) so we ate at a pizzeria near my place.

25 cent ring he bought for me from a vending machine. Soo romantic lool!

After pizza, he walked me home. It was late and we were both cold. The autumn weather arrived early this year~

I'm really tired right now but I had a lot of fun today ^u^ ♥

Outfit of the Day~

Sam and I made Lana del Rey shirts using plain white tees and some transfer paper. I received a few compliments on it at school ^u^ 

We were planning to host a giveaway in which the winners will receive a shirt their request but we never did it :/

Cardigan from Express, belt from Charlotte Rouse and shorts from Forever21~! ♥

Outfit of the Day: top from Forever21.  Looks like I'm not wearing a bra right? :D lol I'm wearing a bandeau underneath~

It's finally Friday! It has been such a long week. I'm going on a short vacation this weekend. I don't want to go because it's the same place I went to for a school trip and I had bad memories there :c

I rather stay home and chill while I don't have much homework from school sighhh...

Mad hot out today ;A;

~Outfit of the Day~

• It's my last year in high school so I don't really care what to wear anymore lol. I love rompers because it's so convenient. No need to worry about what to match with this or that; just throw on a cardigan if it gets chilly~ c:

It's 95 degrees today. School was disgustingly hot; my non-existent boobs were sweating. ughhh

The day felt so long but after school I went to Target with my friend, Connie because she had to buy something. She treated me an aloe drink since it was hot outside and I was broke ;3; ♥

While I was waiting for the bus home, this guy randomly asked me if I was a freshman at the college near my school. I told him I'm a senior in my high school and he asked if I wanted to go swimming with his six friends at the college pool. 

"Are you done with your classes?"

"Yeahh I'm done for the day."

"You should come with my friends to go swimming at the college pool"

"I have stuff to do after this haha~"

"It's gonna be fun"

"Sorry I have a dinner tonight."

"It's gonna be at five."

"Oh well my dinner is at six so yeah haha"

Ok the conversation didn't go exactly like that but fuck I'm a terrible liar lah. HE'S SO PERSISTENT. Anyway, he kept asking and persuading me to come like I DON'T EVEN KNOW YOU MANN. CHILL SONN. In the end, I bluntly passed. 

He then asked me what stop I was getting off on (wtf don't follow me home plz). And I made small talk with him so it wouldn't be awkward. Finally, the bus came and I stayed in the front of the bus so I wouldn't have to talk to him 

Oh! Here's a video I recorded this morning at like 6am with my bum ass hair and my bum ass face because I was tired and sick of school already even though it's only the 3rd day lol.