My First Day of College

I was happy to see my high school friends again (a lot of people from my high school is in my college) and I saw my Tumblr buddy kaivaan! :D

Although I only had two lectures, I was so exhausted. I had a three hour break in between so my friend and I explored the campus. 

I bought two books for $50 and signed up for my Physical Activities Card to use the school's gym. Their gym is free and the membership is for life (yes even after I graduate!).

We have a "rooftop" garden! Well not really, it's on the eighth floor balcony but it was a really nice area. Not much a view though :/

There were a lot of student lounges and places to chill. I feel like there are more resting places than classrooms lol!

Originally I planned to go to a Burmese restaurant near the school and read my Steven King book because I thought I'll be alone, but I went to eat Chipotle with my friend instead.

It took me almost two hours to get home. The 6 train was so packed with people, it was impossible to board so I had to wait for two other trains :c

I'm so tired...

Sweatpants kind of day~

~Outfit of the Day~

The whole outfit is from Forever21 lol; I love how the stripes match my sweats c:

I haven't worked out all summer, I need to head back to the gym again...

To the beach!

I went to the beach again with Sam and her friends. I spent most of the time sun bathing while they played volleyball lol

Friends for so long, she thought we were cousins until two years ago lmaoo

Her bro got a six pack yo (my bro has one too lool)

This push up bikini pushes up my confidence hehe

The weather was pretty cool to go to the beach. I only went in the water once. Why must this summer be so cold? :(

Weekend with the bae

I spent last weekend camping with Colin and his friends at the Poconos! 

It was my first time camping and I wasn't much of a nature person but I adjusted quickly. Ex: I peed in the woods for the first time (It was so difficult and weird the first time but by the third day I had no shame peeing in front of him lol!) 

This was where we stayed. I honestly thought it would be a house. I had no idea we were literally camping lool

Colin just said that the place was in the woods ;3;

The place was pretty big inside. There are mattresses on each end of the trailer. They could be heated up at night! Colin and I slept on the right side. 

The area belonged to his friend. Her dad built this boardwalk and the guys skipped stones down the river. We saw frogs, tadpoles and water spiders.

Jesus spiders.

It was extremely cold on the first day so we literally sat around the campfire the entire day. The campfire looks so empty in this photo but by the last day, it was surrounded by empty beer bottles lool

(Left: Throwing sticks into the campfire. Right: Roasting hotdogs and marshmallows.)

 Night time rolled around and the first evening was a disaster. The generator wouldn't work (meaning no electricity or heat), coals weren't heating up (meaning no burgers), we couldn't find my friend's keys, and moths flew into the trailer. 

Basically everything that could go wrong went wrong but it miraculously was fixed within an hour! The generator finally started and we heated our mattresses for the night, we had burgers for dinner and Colin killed the moths ☺

Campfire nights ♥ The stars looked amazing. It is not a sight that could be seen in NYC since the city lights wash away the sky. Colin saw a shooting star three times! And I saw none smfh.

The weather was a lot warmer on the second day. We played volleyball, basketball and some played soccer.  

I saw so many animals during the weekend. It was literally like those ecosystems I learned about from my biology textbook! I saw water spiders, frogs, tadpoles, birds (specifically a hawk), a caterpillar, a cricket, gnats, mosquitos, a bunny (for the first time! *0* ♥), and a cat who is named Bobo. He's so friendly! I think he's a stray but he came up to me and walked around my legs while I was walking back to the campsite ;3;

Chilling on the boardwalk c: I look 12 without any makeup lmao, I'm only wearing red lipstick here.

 The water was so clear and fresh but awfully cold! It's still nice to dip your feet in though c:

We finally packed our things to head back home. We went to a diner and then a mall beforehand. I had a pretty good time, we did literally everything together lol! ☺ (except when my meal I ordered at the diner was nothing what I expected...I literally felt like crying idk if it were my hormones or cus I was high but it was like the worst moment of the trip totally my fault though) ♥

beachin'

Today's my first time at the beach this year! Sam and I invited our friends but they were all busy so it's just us two again. I feel like I'm meant to only hang out with her ;3; ♥

My new bikini! 

I wore a super push up bikini top last summer and it gave me so many nipslips because my chest is so small u_u

I got this from Old Navy. The bottoms was not my favorite...sometimes it makes me look like I'm wearing a diaper.

Makeup on point! 

Here are some selfies showcasing my messy room and myself. I like to pose like Kiko Mizuhara ;u;

I bought some snacks and met up with Sam at her place and then we're off to the beach!

coney island queen (not rly)

My butt shrank since I haven't been eating properly and I haven't squatted all summer but at least I still got my abs ;3;

Twerking to the beat ♪

Nathan's bacon & cheese fries, cheese puffs, potato stix, seaweed and iced tea ♥

We both forgot our drinks. Thankfully, Sam packed two ice tea boxes. I later bought a water bottle for $2 ugh so expensive but it was cold the entire time until we left the beach.

Nothing like a good Stephen King book! It's my first book by this author and it's pretty good although the beginning is a bit slow. What is it about the extinction of our kind that turns us on so much??

I read a few pages until I realized I've been getting tanning oil on some pages ughh

Proof that my butt shrank *cries*

I'm very sad but I have myself to blame for being so lazy. I'm just not used to eating a lot :c

We stayed for three hours. I honestly don't think I've gotten that tan even though I used tanning oil. hmm :/

Today was the perfect beach weather. It wasn't too hot nor too cold. I had a great time c: ♥

Soft all over ♥

I had my first brazilian wax at St. Marks with Sam! It was so painful that I yelped on the first tear but my skin is so soft ohhohohohoo~

Today’s the first time in a long while that I complimented myself. After I drew my cat eye, I immediately thought to myself, “Damn you look good”.

I changed my makeup look at bit by winging my eyeliner up instead of straight out. I also did a smokey eye which I only do on rare occasions. 

My halter top from Brandy Melville! I love it and I caught so much attention (...from men, it was so uncomfortable :c). But it felt so nice wearing something I don't normally wear!

We went to 34th st to shop at first to find a jacket I fell in love with at Forever21 but didn't buy because I didn't have enough money. Sam and I split and searched the store but unfortunately we couldn't find it :(

It was almost our appointment for the wax so we went to St. Marks to grab some food. I got two slices of pizza (I LOVE PIZZA) and Sam got a froyo cone.

The service was very good although our appointment was mistaken to be on Monday instead of today so we had to wait a bit.

Afterwards, we went to Spot Dessert which was right next to the salon. Sam got a Chocolate Forest and I got a mango sherbet with mochi toppings~

(IG: sammarts)

I love mochi ♥

We walked to Soho afterwards to find my beloved jacket and we still couldn't find it! I bought this super cool nail polish from American Apparel though!

The color isn't that vibrant in the photo but it's transparent. In some lights, the glitter shines pink and in other lights it shines blue ;u; The polish is hologram, it's $7 (pretty pricey).

Sam had to visit a doctor for a short while but after that we went to King's Plaza in hopes of finding my jacket. AND I FOUND IT! (after three stores later lol...)

I didn't take a picture of the jacket so I just got this from their site. It's like the model is wearing a hoodie and a jacket but the hoodie is actually part of the jacket and that was the deal breaker for me ;3; I got it in large because I may wanna layer my clothes when the weather gets cooler. I also like the baggy look! This will be my jacket for college whaddup

I shaved my whole body when I got home: legs, arms and fingers- I'm not that hairy but after I shave my skin is extremely soft~ And since my coochi is bald I might as well be bald all over lool

Anyway, I think I'm getting this confidence thing down. I'm still figuring out this software and I'm working on leveling it up! I just want to love myself again.

I feel terrible lol

I woke up with a pretty bad UTI this morning. Like starting from 5am, I woke up every two to three hours trying to use the bathroom only to have nothing but pain and discomfort. I also think I'm constipated (lol) because literally nothing was coming out! 

I've had several UTI's before except they were less severe. I totally deserved this one though; I mean my diet for the whole summer was mostly meat and iced tea lmao. 

Salty, sugary, and dairy foods make a UTI worse so I didn't eat anything at all except for fruit and loads of water to clear out my system. I took antibiotics, cranberry pills and ibuprofen (Advil) when I woke up and I feel much better. 

I'm so hungry!! I'm so hungry!! I wish I could have a pepperoni & sausage pizza and cheese doodles dipped with sour cream ughh (and iced tea of course!)

Anyway, I'm planning to post one blog entry a week and make it more personal. I know I've been halfassing my entries lately and it's because I'm lazy and I don't think many people read my blog (although some of my entries have a lot of views ;u;).